Sinister Me

Sinister me~ 


"Quod me nutrit me destruit"- Latin
Translation: "That which nourishes me also destroys me"

It has happened with everyone. You are your best friend and you are your worst enemy. At times you precisely know this is going to harm you...but u still do it saying "I like to live on the edge." I have done it and am still doing it. Its like being on a high ....is it?

Will you be able to confront your worst fears and your strongest strength if you dont let yourself free.....dare yourself to bare yourself to yourself. Just watch your weaknesses and strengths unfold itself in front of you.....believe me you would become unreachable to ecstacy and agony.
You wont be able to do justice to yourself if you dont bring it out in front of you. They beg to come out, life tries to extract it out of you, but you let practicality come in between.

Dont! because this is your life and you should know yourself before venturing out into it.

Earth as an element!

10 months of 8:00 to 5:00 pm(!..yeah 45 hrs/week) back breaking job and not to forget the completion of whole one year season's cycle. Could I just say "Kudos!"

Just when I am about to pat myself on figuring out the nuances of being self sufficient I am thrown off guard with the numerous (im)possibilities of my wonderful self!
One of the main reasons behind taking up the job offer in Maine was familarising myself with natural construction materials.
This summer I am planning to cool off myself with clay. I am astounded by the sheer capability of earth and water combination!
To realize the potential of this intriguing element....Joined Lincoln Art Center where the cute guy on the front desk emails me everyweek with their center's updates.

More on this post when I rotate the wheel.


Nah......instead sawed logs.

Went to woods in Maine with a group of 19 people and 3 instructors. On a warm Saturday day I literally chopped woods from 8:00 am to 6:00 pm in a jungle in Maine. The team consisted of eager participants who had never sawed before to professional interior designers. For me, I had done interior designing on paper and on site verbally but never had been to the woods to chop them!

The whold day was 'wood'some with blisters on my palm but at the end made a 2' X 2' coffee table. Sold it off to Goodwill for $32! Man it wasn't the best piece of work but then it was mine ;-).

This experience opened up other channels mainly industrial design! Next am trying to enroll myself in metal sculpting/welding classes!